You think you are disturbing her. And she May think you are so mean. Whom would you blame,your brother,your parents or that doctor who told you to take rest. I think you should blame your good for nothing nose - so big yet so irritating. No,it's the season which you should blame.
I know you have been absorbed by her. You can't stay even for an hour without her inside your almost 21 years old brain. Yeah,you were wrong for not keeping your word. You should not have told her that you would not text her anymore until she replies. Does she know you? Yes,she Does. Does she understand you? Yes she Does. But does she fully understand you? I don't think she Does. Then why you told her that. She doesn't know that you don't want to disturb her when she is doing study.
Beastus told me he saw you crying yesterday. Richie also told me you cried again in the night . Oh man,what is the use of crying? I remember you telling me you won't cry again cause you are now a man,no more a boy. And why did you quarrell with your mother. I Understand you are in a great tension. But Don't you know she's the only one who loves you,who thinks for your best.
Oh my dear Korou,you have been so open to her. You share everything with her ; your feelings,trouble,problem. You even asked her to inspire you so that you can read. I know you feel best when you share with her. It is as if you are having your best time. I feel you are pulling her in trouble by sharing your problem to her.
And what happened to Thaja. Does she still text not or call you??? Why don't you just tell her you don't feel that way. (Even Likla also doesn't) Tell her you love Likla. Just go and tell and please be strong forever.
I have been with you since childhood. Come on,we were even born in the same hospital. I understand you better than anyone else does. I am hopeful you will make Likla know that you are not searching for a relationship but for a friendship full of understanding,love and trust. And let her know the one she considers so close to her makes fun of her sometimes.
Whatever it is,don't be mean. study well and top the class. She's one of the best girls out there in you university. Try to make her happy. Good luck. Don't quarrel with your mother. Don't make that girl feel irritated and please throw away your ego,if you have.
PS: Be strong and true. I know you need me,Korou. i will be coming soon in your place.
