Sunday 8 March 2015

Realisation

Life is a great journey only if you know how to travel. In my 23 years of existence, i have come across many people. Some enjoy appreciating others, some enjoy blaming, some don't enjoy anything at all.

I shall say I am someone who wants to liberate myself from the chains of  society. I have a strong desire to work together and a firm belief in the motto “From each according to his ability, to each according to his needs.”

I have few friends with similar ideal. In these few weeks, I got to know one coming of age friend of mine has very similar thought process as mine. Live life to the fullest, hate the ones who hate you but never ever hate someone until that someone hates you. Love is a word that explains the unconditional everything for someone.

In this journey of life, I have learnt how to cheat, how to ignore important things of life. I also learnt to help people, to be responsible and be enthusiastic and to love near and dear ones unconditionally. However on a realisation note, I feel a void , someone whom I can trust, whom I can share everything with.

Like everyone else, i am not free of problems and my problem is I can't settle for a long time. I simply cannot, may be because I try to find trust and loyalty from those in whom there is no such thing. I need a friend, a true friend with whom I can share everything. I want to let go my emotions, my disability, my secrets, my weakness. I hope to find someone who will be by my side in times of thick and thin. Relationship apart, I want to undo my mistakes. I want to be young again, sincere and without trouble. I didn't consider the value of those 3 long years but today I realise the importance of time, sincerity and hard work. I wish I was a better man.

PS: It is not a race to win. No one wins the race against time. Tomorrow becomes today, today signs off to be yesterday . The only thing that wins against time is experience.