Lonely Emotions

Since August last year,we have been taught what human body is made up of,how they function in normal condition and how many chemicals and their interaction with the organs maintain our life. But no one has ever taught us the value of life. Perhaps they think we are matured enough to understand our own values. However,the fact is it is very hard to judge one's value by oneself.

It would have been more worthy if there was a class in which the value and moral of life is being taught. I wish someone teaches us the way to handle our emotion. We are not perfect and commit mistakes very often. Hopefully someone teaches us the importance of forgiveness. Sometimes we cry (I do) and think to give up the pursuit.It is true giving up is easier than chasing. But we don't give up that easy because we know we are on the pursuit of excellence.

All of us,in some point of time,fall in love for varied reasons. Some do because they know the ones they love have the strength of rising from failure. They know those people are not perfect and live within their limits. Some do because the one they love keeps on inspiring them all the time. Some do for the sake of beauty,pleasure and pride. Some fall in love for no reason at all.

It is said we are never alone. We have friends and family to spend time with. But more often we are lonely. Perhaps being alone is better than being lonely.. No one wins against loneliness. And no one knows how lonely a person is. As for me, I have started to find joy in loneliness,hatred in love and friendship in enmity

To You

Dear,
I didn't know who you were. I didn't know how you would be. Now I know you,not too much,not too less. But I failed to know how you are. I am still trying hard to know how you are although it is of no use.

People say you are beautiful,gorgeous physically and worth liking. I couldn't recognise your physical beauty. When they say you are beautiful,I think of warning you to hide somewhere,far away from those eyes. But what could I do.

Your occasional childish act makes me love you more. The way you exclaim ayyah when you don't believe something,the way you say oing when you are surprised......and in fact everything you do is lovely.

Nothing is going to happen. So if ever there is an another life,please love me.I want to get your love. I want to know how you are. Please remember you are the only one I love for no reason.